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“Looking in the mirror”
“In a bathroom with lights on” “Sapphire walking back and forth” They judge everyone but themselves Telling me I’m not a loyal friend Saying “Sapphire is all about the drama. She never knows when to stop”. What is the really meaning of loyalty? How can one's self determine one is not loyal if they don’t know if themselve is loyal or not ? Past friendships have me wondering if I was the unloyal one. Or was I the only one being honest with myself. Is keeping my mouth shut leaving me with more friends and in my mind I am alone with hateful words running through my mind.My present friendships also have me guessing, thinking and questioning. It seems when you step up you get stepped on by the people you wouldn’t ever think would do that to you. I once heard a song that goes “What's good good? And what's good evil?And what's good gangstas? And what's good people? And whys God's phone die every time that I call on Him? If his son had a Twitter wonder if I would follow him Swallow them synonyms like cinnamon Cinnabon. Keep all them sentiments down to a minimum.” It seems like no matter what I do it's not right. I might not say anything to you about it but I know. I know what you say about me. Just because I still talk to you doesn’t mean what I hear what you say about me doesn’t run through my mind every time we talk. I shake not because I haven’t eaten all day because it’s taking all my power not to strike you upside your head. It’s like I'm dancing with the haters with two left feet and I'm pigeon toed in two small point ballet shoes with a missing sole and two missing toes. “Breaks Mirror” “Sapphire Shouting” You know what I shouldn’t care. I shouldn’t care what they say a zodiac sign shouldn’t define me. Everyone has a different opinion on what loyalty is. To me loyalty is reliability, trustworthiness, true heartedness, faithfulness dependability and honesty. If you’re all those you’re loyal in my eyes. As long as you know the true that's all that matters. Instead of me holding on to the past I’m going to focus on the present and hope for a Future in life. In that Future I’m hoping for will be the people that has been here with me through the good and the bad. Of course there is going to be more people that are going to try and break me down and defeat me. I will not give in to their games. “Yells” No More!! “Ends” |